我...爱你...

你~
是我最爱的人~

你~
是我第一个爱的人~

你~
是没人能代替的~

可是....
日子不同了...

我放手了
我...
终于放手了

我...
爱你...

我...
真的真的很爱你...

可是...
我...
不想再痛苦下去...
所以...
放手了...

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far


Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep

I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Special rain

When i grab my pencil
i started to write
write watever i cn write
on a sudden
the sky turns black
n i started raining.......

Then i look at the outside
n i started to think of u

Im thinking of u...
Missing u.........

After a moment
the sun shine in the middle of the rain
its a special rain tday

Then
i had finish writting

I MISS U...
SO MUCH...