我...爱你...

你~
是我最爱的人~

你~
是我第一个爱的人~

你~
是没人能代替的~

可是....
日子不同了...

我放手了
我...
终于放手了

我...
爱你...

我...
真的真的很爱你...

可是...
我...
不想再痛苦下去...
所以...
放手了...

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far


Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Special rain

When i grab my pencil

i started to write

write watever i cn write

on a sudden

the sky turns black

n i started raining.......

Then i look at the outside

n i started to think of u

Im thinking of u...

Missing u.........

After a moment

the sun shine in the middle of the rain

its a special rain tday

Then

i had finish writting

I MISS U...

SO MUCH...

Form 4 n CNY!!!

Wah >
sipek long din write post le
hehe
suddenly feel wana write~

Nw!! im in form 4!!
4T1!!!
Met alot of new frens~
2 funny monitors~
The Wendy gang~
Siao chinese instrument de siao lang ==
Haha~
al cool frens~~~

Hm...
after coming to frm 4...
i les c her le...
sometimes watching her with her frens
so happy~

Tis year is the rabbit year~~~
Hope evry1 cn haf a nice CNY~~~
h@ppY CNY!!!

X'm@s

Ho! Ho! Ho!~

m3rrY X'm@s evry1~

Tday~ its X'mas~

 haha...bt din receive tio any present...nvm la~

Las night~

Vry happy~ wish alot of frens n frens oso wish me bak~

A fren had his dream come true~

tat his dream is to meet the girl he liks n talk to her~

Haha~

Another fren is wan wish the girl he liks bt he scare the girl slp liao...

-3-...

Hehe~

I oso had a dream~

My dream is~

I juz wan her to b happy~

No matter wat~

只希望

好多次

我已经去了好多次

我都等着

等着每个星期的那一天

只希望

只希望能看到你

只希望

只希望你出现

只希望

只希望这希望可以出现

Fear...

Its alrdy 3.15am in the morning...
N i stil cnt slp...
Y?
Am i missing u too much?
Hm...
I think so...
I alrdy 1 months din c tio u...
Mis u so much...
Realy wana chat with u...

Last Friday...
Tat day i din haf the mood to ply badminton at al...
Lose alot....
Bt tat day...
I started to change~
I manage to face my fear...

1 year ago,
The clas badminton competition
I lose bcoz i saw u...
I lose bcoz of u...
Evrsince tat...
Evrytime i think of u...
I cnt ply wel...

Bt tat Friday,
I manage to face my fear,
N i won~
I won bcoz of u~

最近...
连你都不睬我了...
连我最好的兄弟也不睬我了...
为什么...
身边的朋友也越来越少了...
好多朋友都开始恨我了...
我不知道我应该怎么办...
请帮忙我...pls....

想起她...

h@ppY h@ll0w33n
Muahahahahahahahahahahahaha~
昨晚，
没人约我出去一起庆祝，
只好在家和我的电话一起庆祝咯~
和朋友sms 咯~ 谈啊谈~
突然...又提起了她...
Hm...
又想起了好多东西
当我爱她时
我也被她伤过
好多...好多...好多次...
可是...
我还是没放弃爱她
我为了爱她
我把我的伤都连累到我身边的朋友去
我觉得...
我好自私哦...
我为了爱她
害了...好多朋友...
可是
我现在慢慢地改了...
不管多伤心...我都不可以连累到我朋友去
我要一个人面对所有的伤
不管多伤...
我都不会放弃爱她的~

从一岁到十五岁的爱

从小到大，妈妈和爸爸都会是我心中的第一个爱~

他们辛辛苦苦把我养大，保护着我，爱着我。

到差不多四岁的我，我开始有了我的第二个爱~

这个爱就是我的朋友，他们陪着我，过了我的人生。

有难时，都会来帮助我，安慰我，为我加油。

到十三的我，我开始对身边的一个好朋友，

有了一种怪怪的感觉，想知道是什么吗？

那就是我的第三个爱~

真的想不到...我既然会爱上了她。

直到现在，十五岁的我，还是爱着她。

可是，我们只是好朋友而已哦~