只希望

好多次

我已经去了好多次

我都等着

等着每个星期的那一天

只希望

只希望能看到你

只希望

只希望你出现

只希望

只希望这希望可以出现

Fear...

Its alrdy 3.15am in the morning...
N i stil cnt slp...
Y?
Am i missing u too much?
Hm...
I think so...
I alrdy 1 months din c tio u...
Mis u so much...
Realy wana chat with u...

Last Friday...
Tat day i din haf the mood to ply badminton at al...
Lose alot....
Bt tat day...
I started to change~
I manage to face my fear...

1 year ago,
The clas badminton competition
I lose bcoz i saw u...
I lose bcoz of u...
Evrsince tat...
Evrytime i think of u...
I cnt ply wel...

Bt tat Friday,
I manage to face my fear,
N i won~
I won bcoz of u~

最近...
连你都不睬我了...
连我最好的兄弟也不睬我了...
为什么...
身边的朋友也越来越少了...
好多朋友都开始恨我了...
我不知道我应该怎么办...
请帮忙我...pls....

想起她...

h@ppY h@ll0w33n
Muahahahahahahahahahahahaha~
昨晚，
没人约我出去一起庆祝，
只好在家和我的电话一起庆祝咯~
和朋友sms 咯~ 谈啊谈~
突然...又提起了她...
Hm...
又想起了好多东西
当我爱她时
我也被她伤过
好多...好多...好多次...
可是...
我还是没放弃爱她
我为了爱她
我把我的伤都连累到我身边的朋友去
我觉得...
我好自私哦...
我为了爱她
害了...好多朋友...
可是
我现在慢慢地改了...
不管多伤心...我都不可以连累到我朋友去
我要一个人面对所有的伤
不管多伤...
我都不会放弃爱她的~

从一岁到十五岁的爱

从小到大，妈妈和爸爸都会是我心中的第一个爱~

他们辛辛苦苦把我养大，保护着我，爱着我。

到差不多四岁的我，我开始有了我的第二个爱~

这个爱就是我的朋友，他们陪着我，过了我的人生。

有难时，都会来帮助我，安慰我，为我加油。

到十三的我，我开始对身边的一个好朋友，

有了一种怪怪的感觉，想知道是什么吗？

那就是我的第三个爱~

真的想不到...我既然会爱上了她。

直到现在，十五岁的我，还是爱着她。

可是，我们只是好朋友而已哦~

The Dream b4 PMR...

When i open my eyes, i feel strange n weird...n i look beside me...i saw her...sitting beside me...tat time, i felt paiseh n nervous...n i ask : " er...y r u sitting beside me? " n then she look at me n smile~ tat smile...was so cute n beautiful~ n she answered : " hehe...u silly thing~ couple of coz nit to sit together~ " o.o" 0.0" O.O"...i was shocked! when did she became my girlfren??...OMG...i look at her agn n she smile at me agn...n then she grab my hand...tat time, i felt...love...i nvr felt tat feeling b4...its so warm...then i grab her hand tightly n im gona tel her something...tat 3 words...i haf wait for a long time to say it...nw its my chance...n i look at her n say : " i...love... " ................................................dark...suddenly so dark..........................................i open my eyes agn...n i noe...its juz a dream...

Suddenly...tears start to drop frm my eyes onto my pillow...droop...droop...droop...hm...i realy wish for tat agn...coz i nvr had the chance to say I love U...

PMR is OVER~

Wakao~ PMR...is OVER!!! time to celebrate~ yay~ Tuesday after PMR, evry1 wooooooooooo~ evry1 yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~ evry is happy~

Tuesday night, i went to yk's house to celebrate~ juz 3 people nia...hehe...me, him n his bro (his bro din test pmr bt stil celebrate...weird...) night abt 11pm, we went to 7-eleven to buy some drinks n food~ pic gia~>

Our drinks n pepsi~

To Bernard's house~

Ytd, me n Qin En go to Bernard's house~
Reach thr shi...i cal Bernard n he say he's stil tuitioning...then me n En wait at the garden near his house. Wait until 2pm...he finaly tuition finish le...then we go opposite his house de flate thr, then i c them 2 do breakdance~ GENG~

Until 2.45pm, we went to McD to eat, me n En drink nia, Bernard eat~ pic gia >

~Dn talk when ur mouth is ful~

Y r u staring me???

After eating, bak to the flate~ at thr we pose some pose~ pic gia >

Is he shopping?

Im king of the...world? 0.0?

OMG...doing breakdance in the middle of the road...

Bernard: Hm...

En: Anything wrong?

Until 4.45pm, its time for me to go home~ haiz...go home be l0n3ly agn...miss her vry much...

Holiday~

Haiz...the holidays r bak...
i hate holidays...gt 3 reasons~
1st. the whole week is going to be boring!!! sien!!! l0n3ly!!!
2nd. dono wana do wat?
3rd. haiz...the whole week cnt c tio her...T.T...
haiz...i vry miss her...
evrytime think abt her...
i wil feel lik to sms with her...
bt...
the las i din do it...
its been long after my las sms with her...
hm...
dono if tis holidays gona do wat?
study or ply?!
study or ply?!!
study or ply?!!!

Ytd...
31/8...
is the day my baby rabbit left us...
y...y so suddenly...
y dn let him live mor longer...
its so unfair...

today...
when i come bak frm school...
i c into his cage...
i felt tat im a failure...
n i mis him vry much...
nw...
at home...
l0n3ly agn...
no1 acc me agn...

Baby...i miss u so much...